I can only imgaine

God blessed me with two wonderful children that I am able to love on and kiss on everyday. And everyday I do just that. I couldn't imagine first of all the heartache of dealing with infertility issues but mostly I can't imagine getting pregnant and then losing that miracle.

Being a mommy and hearing these stories of mothers and fathers who have lost their baby breaks my heart to know end. And I end up saying "I can't even being to imagine the hurt".

I can't put into words my exact feelings. I can't tell you how many times that when I love on Aslynn or Brayden I have said a prayer for these families that have angel babies. I don't pray that they move on or get pregnant again. I pray that one day through all of this hurt and sorrow that they can find closure. I know they will never forget their baby and the time shared with s/he.

The past few days my thoughts have been surrounded by these families and their losses and how God is taking care of their little ones while they can't. All they can do is grieve and remember and wait for the day when they get to hold their angel again.

I just can't imagine...