Can I be the bigger person??

Yup, sure can be.

Will I today or this week even?

Nope.

Who knows what I will be but I have the ability to and I think it will come down to that.


My children have a maternal Grandmother, Aunt and Uncle that love them the world around, they have paternal Grandparents and an Uncle and Aunt that love them as well. But what they don't have is a maternal Grandfather.

Physically they have one but not emotionally.

I'm tired of it.

Aslynn is a month old and he has seen her once. She was fresh out of the oven. Brayden hasn't seen him since ooooooooo can't even remember when. But it has been this year.

I'm tired of him being too busy with his companion(that's what we'll call her) to see his blood. He'd much rather spend time with her family than us or Monica.

Pardon me but WTF did we do to get the shun from our own father???

If not me and my sister then what did my innocent children do to deserve this treatment.

At church last night our Pastor preached something on Wednesday night that struck home and I couldn't help but to cry and pray for Aslynn and Brayden and my father. I think I prayed more for my dad than my own children.

I want my children to know Mike. The man who helped bring me into this world who after my mother left raised me with help from Monica.

I'm done with trying to cover up my feelings about this whole situation and him and his companion. I don't like her. I don't like who he has turned into since being with her. In return for him being happy his daughters hearts were broken. It's gotten even worse since Grandma J died.

I'm done. When he wants to see his grandchildren he can stop acting childish and return emails and phone calls instead of ignore them.